Chapter 1: Facing Cognitive Hurdles

As I navigate through cognitive challenges, I constantly remind myself to persevere. Often, I find myself motivating my own writing process, battling doubts about its quality, and urging myself to just publish my thoughts.

"I need to overcome these moments and push through."

My hope is that each day I manage to push past these hurdles will lead to fewer such days in the future. Good old determination!

I’ve been reflecting on how first impressions can often be misleading. People frequently form snap judgments that can be difficult to alter. If someone deems you unworthy based on a fleeting moment, it’s a tough spot to be in. Typically, I believe those who judge so quickly are not the types I wish to engage with. After all, human beings are complex creatures, composed of many layers.

A superficial glance usually fails to reveal the full picture. When I meet someone new, I often gauge my feelings toward them. More often than not, I feel neutral, indicating no cause for concern. However, there are instances where I meet someone and immediately sense discomfort, akin to walking through a massive spider web. The unsettling feeling can linger, leaving me feeling "icky."

Every individual must make judgments in their daily interactions. Right now, you might be evaluating my writing. Are my punctuation and vocabulary satisfactory? Are you finding this interesting or perhaps disagreeing with my perspective?

Indeed, we all engage in this judgment process. Initially, we assess if we resonate with someone. Do they share our values? Are they intellectually compatible?

Intelligence comes in many forms. While my writing may not reflect all my intellectual strengths, they do manifest in various ways. Life is a balance of experiences—there will always be someone more knowledgeable and someone less so.

If others choose not to invest the time to understand me, then perhaps it’s a blessing in disguise, saving me from potential heartache.

Feel free to judge, but remember not to become overly critical. Can you imagine a world where everyone is the same? The thought is quite dull!

And with that, I think I’ve exhausted my mental capacity for the day. Sometimes, resting is the best course of action.

Take care!

Quinn