I was raised in the Midwest with two older brothers. Our childhood was filled with their chosen sports and games. While I enjoyed playing catch with them and shooting hoops in the driveway, I never fully embraced the tomboy label. I also loved dressing up and flipping through my mother's fashion magazines, indulging in my girlish interests.

As I matured, the dynamics shifted. My body transformed, and so did my perceptions of boys, who transformed from mere companions into captivating figures. I was already aware of the physical distinctions between genders well before health classes introduced the topic. Even if I was a bit of a late bloomer, my curiosity about male anatomy increased as I grew older.

One afternoon, while my brothers were at football practice, I stumbled upon online pornography quite by accident. I opened the laptop we shared for gaming, only to discover it was left on PornHub. The video displaye